They say you must find something to live for.. What if that ‘something to live for’ has left you or is leaving you? What should I life for now? 

What if the reason they leave is me? It’s my fault. And it will always will be. How should I live now with that for the rest of my life? God..

Happy birthday to me. FUCK I’M OLD

I’ve never been so fucking agry as I am now, I could literally kill her. FUCK THAT BITCH.

All I want is to get away as far as I can from here. At least just for a little time. Please, take me away somewhere warm and nice.