As a kid I looked up to you,
Only thing was I never saw enough of you.
The last thing I said to you was I hated you,
I loved you and now it’s too late to say to you.
Just didn’t know what to do or how to deal with it,
Even now deep down I’m still livid.
To think, I used to blame me,
I wondered what I did to you to make you hate me.
I wasn’t even 5, life’s a journey and mine wasn’t an easy ride,
You never even got to see me rhyme,
I just wished you would have reached out
I wish you would’ve been round when I’d been down.
I wish that you could see me now,
Wherever you are I really hope you found peace.